Hi! How was your day? Mine was good, but looming over me is tomorrow.
What’s so different about tomorrow? Well…..Last week and a bit ago, I dropped off my grandson at school…I half parked in parking zone and was half in the bus zone….Unbeknownst to me, the local council parking guys were also there.
Guess what happened? Yep, I got booked. For one minute, it will cost me $304.
I am feeling a little down about having to pay this….I feel it’s over the top. However, I did do the wrong thing.
But, I still feel bad…
Have you ever felt like this? Have you done something supposedly ‘wrong’ and been unfairly ‘punished’ for it?
The reason I am mentioning this is because even though I asked for a review of this, they never answered and I have to pay tomorrow…..and I am wondering if they even read WHY I did what I did.
I mentioned that my grandson is autistic and we are trying to teach him how to go up to the crossing by himself and wait for the Lollipop lady to say ‘Safe to Cross’ and then watch him go safely into his school. It was raining and I also had my granddaughter who was sick, with me in the car. Because the entrance to his school is on the top of a hill and you don’t have clear vision, parking close to watch him enter is very important. So, I took a chance….But, at least, he got in okay, AND my sick granddaughter didn’t have to get out in the rain with me either.
Anyway, despite all of this….on the request for a review I mentioned that perhaps it would be in everyone’s best interest if they had a small drop off zone for 3 minutes for situations just like this….or is it all for revenue? I wonder…. I didn’t park unsafely or cause any problems.
Well….as I was sitting here writing away, I decided to open a small book that’s on my desk and the first word I read was serenity.
Then I decided to re-read what I had written. I had thought I might scrub it all out, but perhaps it’s been written to inspire me and you as well.
Life happens….stuff happens….no matter what we think is ‘right’; there will always be another person who has a different perspective on things won’t there? And how I interpret things is entirely from my point of view.
So, I have decided to be still….take some time to move into that silent place within myself…take a few deep breaths and connect with my inner core of peace…that place within where I feel totally connected to myself, to Earth and to Spirit as well. That wonderful space where time ceases to exist and I just AM. My Soul and my core know I am okay and all is well in my world….I feel a bit better now…Maybe I will do this again if thoughts of this recur. I just have to resist the urge to go into overwhelm feelings and start taking my power back – plug back in as it were! Yep….I am going to do it again….close my eyes, and breathe in through my nose and slowly out through my mouth….and again….and again, inhale…..and exhale…..until I feel much more peace within…
As I do this, I feel angels all around me hugging me with their wings and caring for me…it is beautiful….and I find that as I listen to my Higher Guidance…that my inner wisdom comes to the fore…and when I feel peace within, then that peace finally gives birth to Serenity.
Feeling much better now…
I hope that if you have experienced any form of imbalance or injustice or you are feeling badly done by…that you can also take the time to breathe and re-harmonise yourself from within out! It works a treat!
Sending you all some wonderful Angel hugs as you go about your day! Look for feathers as a message from the Angels that they love and watch over you….
Blessings,
Barbara xxxxx
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